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so, today I'm going to Raleigh with Joe, Aaron, and Nick for Ozzfest! We have two extra tickets if anyone wants to go. I cannot wait until I leave here. I need some relaxation, so what better place to go than OZZFEST! Haha, okay, time to pack and get ready cuz we're leaving in two hours.
I'm going to miss everyone!
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[18 Jul 2006|03:08pm] |
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 | You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
Angel | | 84% | Demon | | 59% | WereWolf | | 58% | Mermaid | | 50% | Faerie | | 50% | Dragon | | 50% | </td>
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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| Your Power Color Is Lime Green | 
At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?" |
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What does your birth month reveal about you?
August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .
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What kind of eyes do you have?
Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.
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[13 Jul 2006|03:25am] |
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So, I haven't been here in a while.. Lots of things have changed for me in this short period of time that I forgot about my lj. I've been working on my anger problem, and I think Im getting better. I can calm myself down and a lot of stuff just.. doesn't bother me. Maybe Im growing up.. or maybe Im finally learning what I should have learned a long, long time ago. Who knows?
School is out and has been out since.. june? Yeah, but summer is almost over and I do and I don't want to go back to school. I just wish it was my last hs year. I hate my school and I want to go to college. I want to be free and be able to take care of myself, although I dont think I can..
I guess me and him are doing a lot better lately then we were before. I was such a bitch and a horrible person before to him, but he still cares about me. I don't know if he love me a lot, but he tells me that he cares about me. He makes me smile and laugh, and Im put in a good mood by even just the thought of him. I want things to stay at least this good or better for as long as we can both take it. I may not go out with him, but I do love him (and always will).
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| You sound like a demon child. |
[12 Mar 2006|11:51pm] |
Who is the love of my life:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw each other:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression of upon meeting me:
Do I have any siblings:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
What's my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
What is a memory we have once had:
Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:
What is my favorite food:
Have you ever had a crush on me:
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
What's your favorite memory of me:
Who do I like right now:
What is my worst habit:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?
Will you repost this so I can do it for you?
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| Long time no type. |
[27 Feb 2006|05:23pm] |
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Yeah, so Nick's mom is mad at me or something and Im not completely sure why. I know Im here a lot, but its because Nick wants me to be here sometimes, and other times its because my internet isnt working (like right now). Nick and I are going to get him a haircut and then go to walgreens. I dont see whats so wrong with that. I guess I shouldn't come over here so much or something. I mean, I knwo my parents dont want me, but damn, my own best friend isnt allowed to have me over. I feel like I have no place sometimes, and I feel like Im stuck between a rock and a hard place sometimes. I cant move forward or backward. This is what I get for being me.
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| We love you , baby |
[05 Feb 2006|10:16pm] |
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RIP Zachary Scott Metzker
We all love and miss you very much.
One day all of us will be together again.
1.29.1990 - 2.4.2006
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| Mmm.. can you say great weekend?? |
[30 Jan 2006|11:25pm] |
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Friday
So school went by slowly because tonight was WINTEREENMAS!!!!11one. After me and nick were 2 hours late, we finally got to matts. Nick got a new heatsink that wouldnt work for a while, but it finally worked. Im now waiting for internet so I can get the steam update and we can have our CS tournament and I can get my ass kicked because I havent really ever played. Im on matt's team and I feel bad that Im letting him down because I know we're going to lose even though we're playing against Richard and T-Nasty. Im cold. Everyone is watching pr0n while Im here listening to scooter and trying to ignore them. Im like.. tired.. but not.. It's weird. Oh well, Its not like Im the best person to be around at parties and such ever..
Saturday
Today I was awakend to the sound of my retarded friends making loud noises in order to get a password to Nicks computer. I got StepMania from Richard today. Yay. Jane just got here.. but I dont know if I like her being here, just for the fact that the person that is suppsoed to be my boyfriend likes to flirt with her all the damn time. Terrel is freaking out for some damn reason.. It's slightly scary. I have no idea what hes talking about right now.. but its hilarious. He's scared though. I like freaking him out. and Im still staring at him. Anyways, back to the topic of jane. I dont think that I like her being here simply because Nick is the biuggest damn flirt in the whole world. Im tired.. and I cant go to sleep. It's cold. Everyone is acting like I dont exist here because all of a sudden Jane is here and I dont exist. I hate this.
Sunday
Last night.. was awesome. I dont remember alot, but I definatly found my new favorite drink. We have to go home today.. that means that we have to help matt clean up. Anthony says that he didnt see a lot of nick or me over WEMas.. I think its because him and I were MIA for a while or asleep or something most of the time. I like sleeping next to nick. I feel alot safer when I sleep. We left at like.. 4:30. That was definatly the best way to start off the new year.
Monday
Me and nick didn't go to school today. Instead, we went bowling. I kicked his butt in the first round.. but then I bowled like a 27 or something the second one. Then we played DDR. Lmao, Nick is not built for ddr. He's too tall, but its funny as hell to watch him play. We played a few other games then went home and then he went to work. Then he came back over and spent some uh.. quality time with me (as if Wintereenmas wasnt enough!) and then we watched south park. Today was good, but Im dead tired. I think it's time to go to bed.. I actually have to go to class tomorrow.
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window and go.. back to sleep.
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[25 Jan 2006|07:17pm] |
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Happy Winter-een-mas!
Yep, it started today. Mmmm..gaming.
Anyways. I cannot wait til friday! Ahh, Im going to have so much fun. I havent seen all my friends in a while, so Matt's party thingy should be fun.
Mmm...cheerwine.
Gah, homework.
Update = later or when Im at matt's on friday.
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| Jesus just isnt my bag. |
[24 Jan 2006|11:41pm] |
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So I trained a new girl tonight at work. Her name is lauren and she seems pretty nice. She kinda reminds me of melanie f. Anyways, we were slow tonight so Mr. Harms let me go 30 minutes early. Nick brought me food and we watched the end of Hoodwinked. It was a cute movie and the squirrel was fucking hilarious. Tomorrow Im off so Im going to like, catch up on all of my homework. I'm grounded for 2 weeks, but if I keep my parents happy, I can still go to Wintereenmas. Even if they say I cant, Im still going. I cannot fucking wait! Wintereenmas officially starts in 14 minutes. Yay! Tomorrow is going to be a good day. It's a b-day, I have easy classes, it's Humpday, Im off, and I get the house to myself for the night because my parents have to work. Anyways, I think Im off for the night. I took a nap today but Im still tired. G'night to whomever is reading this because they have no life. Oh, and g'night to nick too. ♥
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[22 Jan 2006|02:32am] |
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Matt Dade quit.
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| There is NO WAY in hell.. |
[15 Jan 2006|01:06pm] |
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There are people in my house that might just buy it. That means im moving.. But Im not going. Im not leaving what I have here or anyone that matters to me. My dad is an incosiderate prick and I hope he drops dead. Just because he's an unhappy son of a bitch doesn't mean that he has to move in order to make things better. He has no fucking idea what he's doing because he's too fucking old to do anything for himself anymore. I'm not moving. Hell, I'll live in the god damn theatre if I have to because I'm not leaving this place and no one is going to tell me that I have to go with them.
I hate my dad.
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| FUCK!!!!!!!1111one |
[14 Jan 2006|01:32am] |
So.. my PMS and the fact that I'm sick fucked everything up.
The end.
Just hold me and tell me it's going to be okay
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[10 Jan 2006|11:20pm] |
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I got my new iPod today. Hopefully this one wont get broken. The Algebra II exam was uber hard and the Civics exam was pointless. I didn't do too much today. I thought I broke my computer today.. but it turns out that I had something plugged in wrong. My smarty-pants boyfriend figured it out in like, 2 minutes, while I was fucking around with it all day. I felt stupid. iTunes is gay. I have to like, load all of my music back on the computer because its "protected". Gay. Anyways, Im going to sleep I guess.
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[09 Jan 2006|10:15pm] |
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So, exams start tomorrow.. Im nervous/stressed about tomorrow's exam day, but the others are easy. Anywho, this is my exam schedule and schedule for the rest of the week.. just so I dont forget anything:
1/10: Civics exam/Algebra II exam, go get/cash paycheck
1/11: Chemistry exam/Marketing exam
1/12: Programming exam/English exam
1/13: German exam/Art exam, 6-close Concessions
1/14: 1-10 Concessions
1/15: 11-6 Concessions
1/16: 12-6 Usher
1/17: 10:45-6 Concessions
Did I mention that I love Nick?
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[07 Jan 2006|01:24am] |
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I don't set boundaries, for Im afraid I'll scare you away.
I don't tell you the truth, because Im afraid you'll leave me.
I know your a free spirit, but I want to keep you to myself.
You don't seem right, but I love you.
I want this, but do you?
I have so many things I don't want you to do, yet I can't bring myself to tell you.
I want you to be happy, so I'll just keep quiet and smile.
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| I love january. |
[05 Jan 2006|10:27pm] |
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Jan. 2-6: four day week.
Jan. 9-13: Exam week = 4 half days.
Jan. 16-20: three day week.
Jan. 23-27: Casey's birthday on the 22nd. Wintereenmas starts on the 25th, bitches. Matt's party on the 27th.
January definatly kicks ass.
My week's been okay I guess. School is school and I would be looking forward to the weekend if I didnt have to work. Oh well, it get's me money. I ordered 200 dollars worth of computer parts because I got my debt card on tuesday along wiht my new computer. It's pretty and glowy. Anyways, this entry is pointless.
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[01 Jan 2006|11:19pm] |
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Scratch the emo-ness in the last entry. All is well in the world again (for now). ♥
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| fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. |
[01 Jan 2006|03:14pm] |
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So, New Years is gay. I was home by myself as my i-don't-know-what-you-would-call-him proceeded to get drunk with some people and ended up messing around with some girl. I knew that was going to happen. He said that he regrets it and he did it because he was drunk, but it still hurts very badly. Right now, I have no idea what him and I are right now. Tonight we made plans to talk and eat dinner because my parents are cooking for my Aunt and Uncle and there is going to leftovers and stuff. Im not sure if I want to talk to him or not. Im still slightly upset and the thought of touching him in anyway makes me sad, but hopefully it will go away. I told max to watch him, and he didn't. That makes me mad. When I get to work, there is going to be a lot of drama, I can see it. Hopefully hunter will let me leave when nick leaves tonight because hopefully we wont be busy. I need to talk to him and see whats going on. He says that he needs to see me in person to decide what happends, and I think I need to see him too. It's funny how things get so fucked up for no reason so fast. I miss him now, and I was being overdramatic just as much as he was acting stupid. We both fucked up, no matter what people say. I think we need to re-evaluate "us". Hopefully it will work out. I really want it to. I did my tarot this morning, and my future card was the four of Cups, which means Stability and Security in the romantic aspects of my life, so things should get better.. right?
( 51 Things you didn't know about me. )
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[28 Dec 2005|09:40pm] |
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So, Im in this house.. with all these people... yet I feel like Im alone. Nick's here, but I don't want to talk to him. Matt's here, but his ADD conflicts with having real conversations. People keep talking to me, but I don't know if I want to be around them. I wanted to hang out with people, but Im having horrid mood swings for no apparent reason. This is gay, and I think I want to go home. Yet, if I go home, Ill be with my parents. I dispise my parents. I think I want to go to sleep. I would go get the car keys, but I don't want to talk to nick. He's too busy with Laraine.
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[24 Dec 2005|01:52pm] |
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Yeah, that definatly just gave me a reason to smile a bit more. ♥
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